“karma”

awww… i just love to watch movies ds past few days…! so far,, the best lahat… coz i watch ‘em w/my friends… "the real ones huh!!!" *dami kasing plastic na peepz around me lately eh* im now planning to watch coach carter tomorrow… kung may time… i still have a lot of cleaning to do with mah room eh… super messy na kaseh… wuaaaahhh… i miss my bestfriend shaune na talaga… dami ko gusto ikwento sayo beh…

* thank G.O.D. i passed ol my subjects! hehehe! weee! 3rdyr na kuh… mwahahaha! *

bitter? sino, akoh??? ah yah… sort of… yaw ko muna magbf… masama ba yun? baka upakan na kuh ng mga friends kuh for always complaining 2 dem about my love life… hahaha! for the sake of friendship and peace in my life… STOP MUNA akuh sa BF thinggy… wehehehe! * kaya kaya?it’s an extra challenge for me for 6months! * aral muna para di na me magwo2rry if i’ll pass my subjects duh bah?! ‘love my friendz… esp. HIM… mwahaha!= )

*gulo ko*  ( headache )

[ watch kau shutter... ganda! wehehehe! ]

thank G.O.D! coz even if im busy wid our dance practice, i still have time to check my email and friendster account… i miss hangin’ out with my other friends… i miss my best friends… shaune and corina… *tears* aaaaaarrrrrrgggghhhhh!!!

got nuthin’ else on my mind ryt now… im soooo tyrd… sooooo sad… soooo depressed… haaaaaaayyy…

nica is quite busy ryt now…

and a bit worried abowt her studies…

heehee! ‘missin’my bestfriends shawn and corina…

‘miss hangin’out wid my rs friends…

‘miss my hs friends…

* sadness *

awwwwwwwwww…..

10 thINgS i HatE abOut U
i Hate the Way u TalK 2 me,
anD tHe Way U cut your HaiR.
I haTe thE wAy u DriVe my Car
i Hate iT when U sTAre
i HatE uR bIg dumB cOmBat bOOts
aNd tHe waY U rEad my Mind
I hAte U so Much It makEs me sIcK
iT evEn MAkes mE RhYme
i Hate It…
I hate The WaY yoU’Re alwayz right
i Hate It wHEn U liE,
i HaTe iT wheN U maKE me LAugh
even WorSe wHEn U make Me CrY
I hAte It wHEn YoU’re not Around
and The FaCt tHAt U dIDn’t CaLL
BuT, mOstly
I Hate The Way I dON’t Hate U
NoT eVEn clOse,
NoT eVen a LittLE Bit,
Not Even AT aLL.

Sarcastic smiles and fake hellos

We try to hide but always

Leave an open door behind

To escape from reality

It felt so sure but we said no

We’re throwing lies at someone

We don’t know, We don’t know

From this reality

Why can’t we risk our lives

For something that we can’t deny

We try to run something

We don’t know, we don’t know

Is this reality

Why are you crying

I feel sorry

I feel sorry

for me…

As | waste my t|me w|th my fr|ends and wonder whether |m accompl|sh|ng anyth|ng, | have to hammer th|s real|ty to my head:

Fr|endsh|ps are not about goals or purposes or results. Because Fr|endsh|p in essence, is the journey and the destination.

|’ve now learned that relat|onsh|ps are more |mportant than accompl|shments.

That t|me-eff|cacy is second only to love-eff|cacy.

That nurtur|ng a fr|endsh|p |s the greatest th|ng that | can ever accompl|sh |n l|fe.

|n essence that’s my purpose for being…

i hate the fact that im alone ryt now…

i hate the fact that he’s gone…

evrything’s messed up…

oh i guess we’re not really meant for each other… but in a way, im thankful having HIM around… for he treated me in a ver special way… i’ll miss you…16